So happy you found this! Its a lifesaving website for real!! Welcome!!!! (not that I'm an old member or anything but got hooked right away!)

thanks for the welcome munkster and depressed, the trouble is, munkster, that even if you're a peanut on the inside (or you feel like one) you have to act like a human on the outside. That's one of the hardest parts for me.

Munkster, how ya holdin' up? I read many of your posts and it sounded like you really had it bad, big time. Any improvement?

so sorry to hear. I know there isn't much I could say to help you feel better (from my experience, at least) but I'm thinking about you and you're in my prayers. Hope you feel better soon. Hugs.

hey, channafofanna - I just joined, but I'm beginning to see that you're like the practical one around here am I right? You sound like you've really got it together.

not at all... and being practical helps you focus on what could be done instead of wallowing in despair.... you're great just the way you are!

Wishtobehappy- thanks! but i dont necessarily think practicaly, i just can give practical advice now cuz im in a "high" get me at a rly rly rly rly rly rly rly low, and it takes all i have in me to refrain from saying "get a life and jump off the bridge with me" of course theres also the middle and almost rly rly rly rly low stage...
i never know what to say to help peole feel better, so i jsu t end up blabering hoping itl show i care...

Chocnpeanutbutter- love the name btw, YUM!!!
i didnt think you meant it as a bad thing. i took it as a compliment, i just wana make sure im not being anoying to anybody....
" didn't think you were 17, I guess these things make us sound wise beyond our years" ya, sometimes i feel 70, and living to 120? no way i wanna do that!!! i know i can be more mature than girls my age, but really , thats not saying much... teens these days are SO shallow (not to say that im not totaly shallow... just making a pt)
thanks for the compliment! you rly made me smile!! i totaly get what u menat to say...
im sorry you spent so long on this post. its really not nesesary. i dont want anyone to be on there tiptoes around me...

i was simply trying to find out if i shud be unpractical, cuz really, the words " be urself" mean nothign to me cuz ive got no clue who that is...
thanks guys!!!!

chana, nobody thinks practically all the time, and you're not blabbering, you don't always need to have pearls of brilliance rolling off your tongue, just being there and showing you care means a lot to everyone.

>its actualy B"H working!!!

B"H my you keep going from strength to strength.
Kol Tuv.

sorry, not me unless its from a LONG time ago... i droped out of therapy a little while ago, and i dont talk to people at T's offices if their frum cuz the whole jewish geoography, so basicaly in the waiting room i look down at my feet (even if im in a good mood, wich x happen anyway much when i went to a T)
thanks for the compliment! i hope im cute... but i dont really act like i do on here in the real world.... im like a total outgoing kid who does all the things in shcool (im a senior so i cud head like EVERYTHING) help tonz of people, run around doning stuff... the problem comes after school when the mask falls off...


Thanks so much Aba and ChocnPB.