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Created On 4/11/15 10:15 PM by mouse


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mouse
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4/11/15 10:15 PM
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So frustrated since I switched therapists. I miss my old one but at same time like new one. I really want to die right now. Too scared to tell new one since she may get a litle nervous. The urges are so badd right now. I keep considering my options. Dunno.


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4/12/15 12:22 PM
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Sorry mouse you're feeling like there's no other choice. Is there anything you can do to distract yourself/make yourself feel better? I know that right now suicide feels like the only way out but try and think about the consequences. I know that's not what you want to think about right now and that all you want is the pain to stop and I'm sorry for that but know that suicide isn't the step to take. Do you think checking yourself into a hospital would help? Hope you feel better quick!!!


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4/12/15 6:53 PM
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Toy, thanks for responding. I know all of what you said is true, but for some reason the irrational side of the brain wins on these not-so-good choices. It frustrates me to no end . I guess I do want the pain to stop, but it isn't only emotional pain -- it's also physical pain andd that only goes away for a little while after a procedure that has to be done over and over an over again. Checking myself into a hospital is risky. I have migraines that leave me "flaky" and will get a wrong diagnosis like that. Furthermoer, I have kids to care for so i just isn't an option. The more I am in hospital of any sort, the more dysfunctional they become. (Though they are really good kids.)



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4/12/15 7:51 PM
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Mouse, I don't know if this makes sense to you-I find that Pesach (or any crazy busy time) makes me feel worse. The stress aggravates my stuff. Coud it be that's part of your problem? I mean, Pesach is not an easy Yom Tov.
 
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4/14/15 4:55 PM
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Pesach was stressful but it was less stressful this year than most. And plus, it's over so I should feel better no?


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Every year I struggle the week after Pesach,This year also- Maybe I'm exhausted, maybe back to work;it's HARD.
 
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Interesting that you're saying that, keep climbing. I also struggle the week after Pesach every single year. I tend to feel these horrible, unbearable emotions in the pit of my stomach and don't even know why.

Sorry you're feeling this way mouse. Hope this new therapist works out for you in the long run.
 
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