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TOPIC TITLE: I want to die!!!!
Created On 4/28/13 9:20 PM
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toy123
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I'm feeling miserable, crying the whole time. I want to overdose so badly but I know I can't. I need help!!!!!!! I need love a hug and someone to tell me that things will get better.... Can someone help me please?!?!?!?!


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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star
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4/28/13 9:56 PM
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i wish i could help!!!! i know your pain so well. i was feeling that just last week but this week im doing so much better then i thought
so life can get better for you!!! i know it feels so hopeless now.
sending hugs your way......wish i could take your pain away!
keep posting here. im going to bed now but ill think about you and will read your posts tomorrow so keep posting please.


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I second what star said. It will get better!! It always feels hopeless in the midst of depression, but always gets better. (((Hugs)))
 
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star
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4/28/13 10:25 PM
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how are you doing toy123? im thinking about you. keep posting...


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toy123
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I'm doing horrible!!! I'm miserable, crying and just want to die. I'm in so much pain. All I ask is a simple question of WHY?! WHY?! WHY? I was doing so much better already... I can't anymore!!!! Ad kan???????


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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Pain is temporary. U have to ride the wave and u will get thru it... Weve all been where u are and feel for u!! Keep holding on!
 
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toy123
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Lasthope I can't hold on anymore!!! The pain is unbearable. I so want to commit suicide but I don't want to hurt the people around me. I'm at my wits end...


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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Oy, toy! I feel so sorry for you!
We've all been there and it does get better.
Please hang in !
Can you do something physical? Just a little movement can help.
Good luck. We're rooting for you.
 
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HopefulMommy
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Toy, I feel for you! Wish I could help somehow... Hope you feel better soon.
 
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star
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4/29/13 10:35 AM
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toy, what are you doing today? Do you have any plans? Can you buy yourself a treat or something? I'm thinking of you.let us know how you are feeling.


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toy123
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I'm at work now. Going to see my t at 2 and tben we'll decide if I need to go into the hospital or not. Right now a little calmer but still really wanna die cuz pain is so great.


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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Wow, that's impressive that you're able to go to work. Good luck with your appointment!
 
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star
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4/29/13 3:11 PM
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hey toy123, what did you decide? How are you feeling now?


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star
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hey toy123, drop a line if you can. i hope u r doing a little better.let me know. thanks.


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toy123
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I got out today


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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star
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welcome back


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How are you doing, toy?
 
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