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TOPIC TITLE: Self harm
Created On 7/9/13 11:36 PM
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toy123
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7/9/13 11:36 PM
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I want to self harm right now. Someone please help me. I'm really trying to use my skills but I feel like I'm gonna snap any minute.


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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MoMo
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7/9/13 11:41 PM
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I am so sorry!
I have an odd suggestion:
Take some ice and squeeze it hard for as long as you can it might give the painful release that you need now
 
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toy123
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7/9/13 11:48 PM
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Ice doesn't help me. I just took a permanent red marker and made lines on my arm with a lot of pressure so they look like cuts and hurt but I still habe the urge.


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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MoMo
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7/10/13 12:02 AM
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I don't know what I can say to help...
I am so sorry that things are not going good....
Please Don't cut!!!!!
 
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HopefulMommy
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7/10/13 12:50 AM
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I wish I knew how to help... (((Hugs))) Feel better!
 
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channafofanna
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7/10/13 12:15 PM
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Hey Toy,vWhat ended up happening? How are you doing?
 
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toy123
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7/10/13 12:21 PM
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Bh I resisted the urge to cut. I did something else that I consider bad... Also I took a red sharpie marker and pressed HARD and "cut" on my skin and wrote some stuff.


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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channafofanna
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7/10/13 12:27 PM
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awwwww!!!!! (((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))).
so are you feeling ebtter today? any idea what caused the urge?
 
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toy123
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7/10/13 12:42 PM
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Yea I know what caused the urges. My urges are always there it just came out very strong last nite and no I'm not feeling much better.

I also tried to chat online with a crisis line but that didn't work. I'm too afraid to call because even though they say it's confidential I'm still scared they're gonna find me.


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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channafofanna
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7/10/13 12:53 PM
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Im sorry you arent feeling better. Would it help you to maybe get out and do something? talk about it?
I also use the crisis chat. Im even scared sometimes that FS will come and find me and lock me up! I mentioned some free chatlines before in http://www.frumsupport.com/forums/messageview.cfm?catid=195&subcatname=Mental%20Health&threadid=3314
In case you maybe want to see if another one will work....
Hang in there Toy!!!
 
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channafofanna
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7/11/13 8:50 PM
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cool thing i just read- VERY HELPFULL, (sorry, kinda random, i didnt know where to post it)
http://members.wizzards.net/~mlworden/sun/suicide.htm
 
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