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TOPIC TITLE: I feel like my family here has left me...
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toy123
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I feel as though my family here at from support has left me and that is why I don't post anymore because I feel ignored. This feeling has been here for a while but now when so many issues have arisen I feel like I don't have where to turn to Yes I know I'm probably disappointing everyone but hey that's my feelings. What can I do?


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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keep climbing
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3/16/14 11:59 AM
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Toy, I also feel that it is way too quiet here lately.
What issues do you mean?
 
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3/16/14 3:39 PM
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Toy,
I'm still here for you.

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3/18/14 1:11 PM
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Toy, I'm sorry I haven't been on much lately. I've been dealing with a lot of stressful issues and figured it's best to lay low until life dies down a little. What's up? I hope things are going bettter for you now. If not, feel free to write. I lurk sometimes but don't comment because I have nothing positive to add. It doesn't mean I'm not lurking tho .


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toy123
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3/18/14 1:27 PM
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Thanks guys for replying. I'm dealing with a lot on my plate now. Can't reveal too much since I'm afraid I'm gonna give out my identity... Was just recently in hospital for medical reasons and I feel horrible about it... Also my therapy session yesterday I figured out a HUGE piece of information of why I did/do certain things and it's weighing heavily down on me... `On top of all this I'm still dealing with a trigger that happened to me over a month ago and it's still effecting me now...

Hope all of you are doing well!!!!


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.

Edited: 3/18/14 at 1:28 PM by toy123
 
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I also haven't been here that much. I've been busy with different things. But I'd like to be there for you, toy. Sorry things are so hard right now. (((Hugs)))
 
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3/18/14 10:41 PM
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May you have only good news and true happiness from now on.
 
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Sorry, I haven't been on in a while...been busy here I guess too. Also did something pretty crazy...went public about my illness.....ill let you all know more about it when I am up to it....
Toy, I'm sorry about the really tough times. I hope things get better, and pray for all of you, including myself...
 
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MoMo
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3/19/14 10:23 AM
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Wow what did you do?
 
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Yeah, what did you do? Now you got us all curious.
 
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channafofanna
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Im also sorry I cant be on here as much as i like...
 
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mouse
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As HM said a few wks ago...inquiring minds want to know what you did .


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I figured out that all my hospitalizations were not for attention but because I was trying to say something and words weren't being heard... The secondary emotion was attention seeking.

Sorry I'm replying so late I keep on having triggers and my reaction is urges to overdose and I'm fighting hell...


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Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.

Sometimes when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say "I know you are not".

Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
 
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keep climbing
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Toy, what were you trying to say that wasn't heard?
 
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Toy...sorry you're fighting urges. It's hard. But for every time you fight an urge to overdose, you get stronger for the next time, I think. Been there. In the middle of it, it's hard and recently I've been fighting urges too. It's just not as hard as 2 yrs ago. I guess I got used to the fight, have the answers to the inner fight, and therefore it takes a little less effort. I hope that comforts you a little. ((((HUGS)))))


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