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TOPIC TITLE: Really weird question
Created On 5/18/14 6:11 AM
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channafofanna
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5/18/14 6:11 AM
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Hey everyone, I was wondering if any of you can relate to this:
I have been severly depressed lately (like too depressed to bear) and then all of the sudden my depression just disapeared. Ive had depression for most of my life and it just was gone. I dont know why. Has this happened to anyone?
And now the wierd question- will it come back? I miss my depression, beucase my depression is the only me i ever knew, so if i lost my depression its like i lost myself. ive stopped my meds unti li get it back but has anyone ever experienced this before? its been about a week and my depression is still gone. Any ideas on how to get it back or why it went away? Beucause as weird as it soounds, its more painful to live wit hthe loss of my depression then to live with the depression itself...
 
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5/18/14 10:11 AM
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Wow! Sounds amazing!
Yes, it makes sense to miss s/thing hard. Years ago, I was busy ror many months with a baby who was seriously ill . B"H, the situation improved finally. And I felt so weird and empty-this had taken my whole life for so long....
When did this shift happen? I mean, for how long are you feeling well?
 
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channafofanna
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5/19/14 7:38 AM
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It happened about a week ago. I was going crazy from it so I stopped eating as much as possible and havent been taking my meds to get back to normal.. Its almost back, but not all the way...
 
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5/19/14 10:09 PM
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I TOTALLY get it!
 
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channafofanna
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5/26/14 6:04 AM
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Thanks
 
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Channa how are you doing lately?
 
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channafofanna
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5/28/14 5:39 AM
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You should know you just made me really happpy that you asked. So thanks!
So I stopped eating and taking my meds to get my depression back, but i got withdrawl symptoms so i started taking a bit of my meds and im working my way up. So my depression is b"H a lot better, but eating is a different story.... I restrict and then binge and use everything in me not to purge.... Its not normal, but its way easier than being really really depressed... I still miss my old depressed self though... I mean Im depressed now, but its only in my head, its not like im living in clear jello with weights tied to me.
And how are you?
 
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