I don't know where you cut, but I think you need some help with the cutting, not with how to make it feel better.

Anyway, stopping bleeding usually helps if you put pressure on it.

I wish you would accept the help from your parents. They care about you. As a parent, I can tell you their hearts are probably BREAKING knowing all these things you are doing to yourself.

Right now you can't imagine a happy, fulfilled life, but it is ahead of you, if you open yourself up to receive it. There is no reason not to. Do it without understanding it for now, just go and get the help. Go to your parents and say you need help. Get hospitalized if that's what you need. Get medication if that's what you need, and TAKE IT. The side effects of any meds cannot possibly be as bad as what you're already doing to yourself.

Get help, accept help. Accept that there ARE people out there/here who care about you and want better for you. Accept that there IS better out there, even if you can't see it.

i hope you feel better soon. really. i hope you'll stop wanting to cut. i wish whatever your pain is will stop, and you'll feel better. for now you probably should put pressure.

oh good. don't hurt yourself.