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TOPIC TITLE: Will I make it through Shabbos????
Created On 9/4/09 5:34 PM
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mouse
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I am feeling so on edge and wonder how or if I will make it through Shabbos without doing anything too bad. I just want to cut or overdose. There is so little hope for anything good to happen. I've stopped talking to people and am basically cut off from everyone. I haven't spoken to my mom for a week (perhaps a good thing) and she doesn't even care enough to call -- why should I bother with caring about myself when my own mom doesn't??? I don't want to fight off tthe urges anymore. I'm not going back to the hospital (day hosp. or inpatient.) I refuse. It's useless cuz they discharge me while I'm still suicidal and expect me to be ok. Just figured I'd dump here. Wish someone else was on.


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i'm here, and just wish that I could pick up the phone and talk to you until Shabbos comes in. I don't know what I'd say, but I'd listen.

Hugs to you.


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9/5/09 10:17 PM
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How was your Shabbos? How are you feeling now?

I'm sorry you've been feeling that way. I know it feels awful.

Tons of (((((((((((hugs))))))))))))).

D&O


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mouse
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I got through Shabbos with relatively few scars. I stayed ultra drugged and took more meds than I should have but survived.


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downandout
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Well, that's one up for you that you survived!


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I hope things are better today.
Good luck,
Aba


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the only way thingss will be better i when everything ends. looking for a "way out" but i want to get it right this time. i hate myself so much.


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It's a mitzva to avoid harming oneself.

G-d, who walks together with us, will surely give you the strength to do this Mitzva.

May you and your whole family be inscribed and sealed for a good and sweet year.
 
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mouse
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9/9/09 4:46 AM
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gad -- no, don't give such brachos when i don't want that for myself.


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gad
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9/10/09 1:23 AM
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How about a brocho that you should want the brocho.
 
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i dunno. rite now i have my heart set on one thing only. can't see a future at this pt.


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It sometimes happens that a situation seem hopeless with no way out; and then somehow things get better.

I hope that it improves for you soon, and that you will soon have good news to post.


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Munkster, how are you? Thinking of you....


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ty for asking....not doing so great...keep wondering why i haven't been hospitalized yet (besides the fact that i keep saying no...i figured agnst my will would happen sooner or later.) just so depressed right now and physically not doing great taht i can't imagine feeling better. dunno.


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((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))

Wish I could help you more.


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