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reach4thestars
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11/24/11 4:48 PM
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K so I cut; not that deep but still severe enough that I do "self inflict myself." The issue here is that although I'm not going to end up in the hospital or anything like that I do want to stop! See, I got this in control in the past, yet know, with all the drama going on in my life it is back in full swing and this is the first time that I clearly SEE the addiction. I feel like I have a voice telling me that I HAVE to pull that razor blade in my skin...
K so yea it's a bit of a problem and I need help. Yes, I have spoke to my social worker but like I want to hear from all of you out there because I know that you are all amazing and that some of you have overcame this..... Any of you ever felt like you fell so hard and can't get up? That you have no energy and just can't get through anything? That there is a monster inside of you preventing you from enjoying life? Well, I guess that is depression but what did you do if you just couldn't go for a run? Most of all though... Any of you did it without drug intervention?
 
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wishtobehappy
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I'm sorry that you relapsed, it's really depressing when you do, but know that you can always get back on track again, yeah, it's hard, hard work but the sooner you get a grip on yourself the better.
and the monster inside and that heavy feeling you're describing do sound like depression, if it's situational though, you can get out of it by dealing with whatever it is that's fueling it, but if it's chemical, it can be really hard to do it on your own. if you're so opposed to meds maybe you can try a more natural approach. hope it gets easier and you feel better really soon.
 
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channafofanna
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(((9hugs))
hang in ther!! k?
 
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(((9hugs))
i tottasly know what you mean. i B"H dont cut, but i sometimes cant even think strait when im stressed cuz all i cud think about is cutting...
hang in ther!! k?
 
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(((9hugs))
i tottasly know what you mean. i B"H dont cut, but i sometimes cant even think strait when im stressed cuz all i cud think about is cutting... and i definitley have the monster yuor talking about. but B"H hes hiding right now! I think meds are relly imp.
hang in ther!! k?
 
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reach4thestars
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Thanks; I am so stressed out tho it's not normal!!!!!! I'm like seriously controling myself now and all I want to do is cut or something worse...
 
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feelin any better yet?
 
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