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Created On 3/1/12 11:58 PM
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crazykid
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hi, I sometimes feel rly bad to the extent that I feel that only death will save me.. I really want to get out of this world fast and now.. What shud I do wen ifeel like cutting or od?n no one cares or knows abt this, so y shud I bother??


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Sometimes your medicine bottle has on it "shake well before using". That what GD has to do with some of His people. He has to shake them well before they are ever usable.
 
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channafofanna
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3/4/12 10:20 PM
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"n no one cares or knows abt this, so y shud I bother?? "
huh? whats that mean???


 
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crazykid
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that means, that no one close to me, knows abt mt urges and they certainly don't care. That's what it means...


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3/10/12 8:57 PM
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didn't see this post till now ...feeling sad i've been "out of touch"


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mouse
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u feeling better?


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crazykid
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it's ok, munkster... We all hv our ins and outs of society, so to speak..

if I feel better? Good question...i dunno.. The thing is that I'm basically not doing good these days and my urges are on and off.. I hv zero support!! I feel so alone and afraid.. Right now, I just wna die! Now!! I don't care abt anyone or anything! All I cud think of is death!! I wna hurt and cut!! I hate myself for being so crazy and sick!! I feel soooo guilty! Self dread!! HEEEEEELP!!!! I wna die NOW!!


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mouse
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3/11/12 5:15 AM
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does it help if tell u the urges weaken a bit with age????


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wishtobehappy
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it helps me munkster...

are you feeling any better crazykid?


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reach4thestars
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hey, can you define what you mean by "they weaken in age?" how much already?
Both today and yesterday i have had crazy urges to OD!!!!! I seriously am going insane and noone gets me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know what to do!
 
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mouse
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3/13/12 1:55 PM
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You don't obsess about it as much when you get older. You obsess about other stuff instead. (Be it you are married with kids and you obsess about them, you obsess about looks, you obsess about whatever, but it's just not as high on the list of priorities usually. (Recently, I admit they are high on the priority list, but still not top dog. )


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crazykid
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3/18/12 1:50 AM
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hmm.. I can barely think abt tom, how am I supposed to think what's gona b wen I get older?!?! To me, only the present matters!!! I feel so gross, self dread! And indeed I wana OD now. Fast. Befor my urge goes away...


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mouse
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3/18/12 6:14 PM
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I know how u feel. Don't know what to say but "hugs." There are people who care and are there for you. Find them. Talk to them.


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crazykid
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3/22/12 10:57 AM
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hahaha, if only you wud know a fraction of what I went through, and davka with talking to pp, you wudnt give that suggestion.. I know that one must talk to feel better but s/t ur so locked up and choked that you can't bring urself to talk.. Life suks. I feel as if I'm the only one in this world.. Noone can understand.. Everyone has their share of pain and don't hv time to think or care abt how other pp feel..


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